confusion.

Not knowing what to do next is complicated but most of all confusing
Im lost im own words and thoughts.
I had everything but really had nothing.
Now i want it all back and in my mind want nothing.
What do i tell my heart when its been waiting to beat for so long?
Do i hide him or put him on my sleeves to get hurt, or hurt someone?
But there is always hope and i feel my heart noticing it.
It Wont be long for all this to make sense!



chi