awake

is it wrong to want to stay in our dream world?
cuz thats when i have you and everything is ok.
i cant stay awake and miserable.
i want to sleep and feel your body warmth next to mine.
i miss playing with your hair and smelling your body
between the sheets.
is it wrong to say i love you in my head and wish your
without me and happy?
in my dreams you actually love and want to be with me.
i miss and urn for that so much. im so sorry for letting you
go and hurting you.
but you let me walk out that door.
come to think about it i dont dream anymore i havent for months?