just sing

words keep trying to make its way out but nothing is heard.

your last thought was the greatest but you lost it all.

walking dead is what they call you cuz your motionless.

I build a wall that crowded me till i fall.

For some reason music has a way to change everything

and let the every thing change everything else.

Dream Girl

Dreams in witch you were in wow.

why cant i see your smile feel your lips and kiss them?

your body was what i need and wanted. that hair in my finger

tips.

your curves between my hands sweat everywhere

and yet i love every second.

That voice so beautiful and angelic with every note.

But why cant i see your face are you scared i wont love it?

Trust me your amazing and ill love you no matter.

Come closer let me whisper in your ear.

You start to finally trust me and trun.

I go blind at that vary second before seeing your

amzing SMILE.

Wake up i shout . . . . was it a dream this time?

harder

Im just going to try harder.

Harder to forget, harder to forgive, and

harder to love.

You tried harder to push and you won.

So now its my turn to do me so ill try harder.

But its hard girl i still need you and feel ya.

Forgetting

Wow it feels good really good to see you getting out from his car.

Not to mention two day before you told me you wanted me back lol.

Yeah you think this is a story tale or a movie but guess again.

IN A PASS LIFE I WAS THAT PRINCE

BUT WHERE WAS MY PRINCESSE?

I cant go on waiting and trying to forget but it helps.

Being alone helped me and showed me who you really are and

all the lies you told me.

I GAVE YOU MY ALL BUT I GUESS YOU HAD YOUR SIGHT ELSEWHERE.

TAKE CARE I KNOW I WILL :)

CHI

living

Today i felt like dying i havent felt like this in a while. Is it cuz im talking to you again? i like to think so. i have to stop talking before my talking stops me.

How does this all make sense?

How can i stop my self, and find out what is really on my mind?

I found out that Its un healthy to stand by something and pretend its will mend its self.

2BCON.

sprung..

SPRUNG - The state of being very attracted to a person, obsession often mistaken for love.

Doesnt this sound just like love? It does to me.

Ive known her for three days, and spent one amazing night with her wow.

But does this make me sprung? Sprung to want to see her texts? To hope to see or talk to her.

Funny how just not so long ago i thought i would never find or see love???

She is amazing, chill gorgeous, smart, funny, and strong minded.

what more? what more could i want? I dont know what more to say but i know,

i know i cant keep her. she has told me this from the begging.

but yet i want more and want to see,

see if what she said was true? See if she can handle me and i handle her?

Just thinking of me making her laugh that day. such an amazing smile.

Holding her in the morning listing to the drops of water, "WOW".

i just want to be next to her and still being able to kiss her.

But i still havent, it was just a kiss on the cheek and

i cant wait to give her the real thing.

Sprung i ask people if that makes me sprung but i guess if i ask it in the first place,

well then doesnt that make me sprung?

O well if im sprung im sprung and im going to go out with a BANG!!

i laugh at love

i Think after my marriage failed and i love my true love i just want to sit back and LAUGH.

But for some reason she doesnt think its funny. i mean we live and learn. If i can laugh about it why cant you? Im done fight fussing and just acting like a kid, im the one who left you kicked me out. now you with you best friend and im still over it. So laugh shit, i told you he liked you and i saw it coming but trusted you way TOO much. But now you text me wondering why im so happy. why did you forget.? Im happy when your happy!!! I can never do right in your eyes huh. well im sorry for wishing you the best.

chi