I talked to her at work and i could tell there was some anger i knew not toward me but it sounded like she wanted to bring something else up, so i told her ok then hung up. later letting her know that my phone was fix and texts were ok. getting a text from your wife helps. (Your not actually looking or hearing her.) so that helps, but when your at a families house and you miss the times she use to be by your side, yet now is not there it hits a soft spot. I didnt want to text or talk to her or even see her name on my phone but she is my wife, and i understand why she would yell in the first place. But then i kinda cracked and said "plz be safe i cant talk right now im trying to hold my tears plz ill talk later." well that kinda hurts, but thank goodness she was understanding and could tell i was at my limit. On the ride home i called just to check if she was ok, she picks up and i can tell in the crackle of her voice something is wrong. I finally say hey ill call you when i get home k, she agrees and hangs up. I cant make a conversation knowing all she has done from this point on, it still hurts and i feel she doesnt want me. I try to find out if she is ok and not hurting herself, but yet im hurting myself for talking to her. All i want is my wife.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman,
but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
~ Unknown ~
chi.
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